problems after problems, i really do not know when will i stop facing problems. facing life with positive and endless happiness. i really hate leading my life like this. afterall i have done for this family, this is waht they repay me. im really disappointed with my adik, yes, i may not show the fact that i love her, but i do. it's just her actions now really hurt me deeply. how could she do this me, how could she betray me? im so hurt with her. why must she ?
i feel so bad, i'm not sure why is she becoming like this. why she never think about the consequences?

having just one troublemaker is already enough for the family, i do not need another one to break me down. i simply can't take it anymore. how much i am really disappointed. i find it really hurtful when the person whom you trust, betrayed your trust.
the person that you thought you can rely on is making you disappointed.

why must this happen to my family. it's so hurtful .